Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Absolute Misery

I just got back from eating dinner with my friend Travis and his family. I don't really envy anyone in this world including Hugh Hefner. But I do envy Travis. He has a family. He is the most stable guy I know, and one of the nicest people you will ever meet. Travis is a nice guy, but he does not finish last.

I am falling apart inside. I feel like the loneliest guy on the planet at this moment. I don't have anybody. It sucks.

I don't bother eating dinner anymore. I ate dinner with Travis, and it is the first time I have eaten that meal in almost two weeks. I've just been going to bed on an empty stomach. I have no interest in eating alone. I eat this pain instead.

I am such an asshole. I am a complete prick.

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